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Monday, November 5th, 2007
12:38 pm
So I find facebook and myspace prolly the best websites that were created. For the past year I have been looking for a friend that I havent seen or talked to in over 15 years. The last time I saw her was at her fathers wake...but that was it. We lost touch for so many years.

Well the other day I thought I would try again to search for her on facebook and there she was. I chose to send her a friend request and she friended me back. I just find it absolutely amazing that I was able to find someone that I not only havnt talked to in over 15 years but that also currently resides in ireland.

So yea...i am just amazed at what you can find on these websites. A few months back I found a girl that I hadn't talked to in about 12 years and who lives less than a mile away! Both of these girls I grew up with on our old street.

So yea...now i have to head back to work cause my lunch hour is over. Hope all is well with everyone!

current mood: bouncy

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Thursday, November 1st, 2007
10:04 pm - The new home!
I thought I would just let everyone know that ferg and I have officially moved into our new condo! YAY! I am loving it sooo much.

I closed on the condo on friday and we moved in sat-tues. What a LONG move. But between painting and being really stupid by not getting a u-haul...it was a LONG week.

Going back to work sucked but for the most part we are FULLY moved in. The puppies are loving their new home also and they are not confined to their cage during the day anymore. They are loving the freedom and just LOVE the new home.

So again..I thought I would just update everyone with the fact that my stress level has finally lessened. I will eventually post pictures to my myspace so if you happen to have my myspace check out my pics. Hope everyone is doing well :)

current mood: exhausted

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Thursday, August 16th, 2007
8:46 pm - sad day...
I have to say...this is a sad day...

Shiloah died today. Ferg and I came home from shopping and there he was...dead at the bottom of the cage. He was our first born son...Very sad.

Shiloah RIP...

current mood: sad

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Sunday, August 12th, 2007
2:08 pm - bored yet again
It is my first day on vacation and I have to admit....I'm bored already. Work just seems to fill a lot of time and I don't really hate doing work...so I guess thats a good thing.

Things to accomplish on vacation:
-Indigo Girls/Melissa Ferrick
-Fergs dad's huge birthday bash
-Meet with mortgage broker about condo
-Go tubing down the farmington
-get together with Carole whom I have not seen since she left the Y
-Get my car lighter/passenger air bag fixed
-get remote car starter installed.

I have from right now until next sunday...Hopefully I can accomplish everything. It doesn't seem like a lot but I also plan on just relaxing and spending some time with my boys.

Hope all is well with everyone. If you want to try and get together with me while I'm on vacation...call the celly or post on here. Take care everyone :)

current mood: happy

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Monday, June 11th, 2007
It's fergs birthday!! YAY!! I hope she had a good one!!

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Sunday, May 27th, 2007
4:12 pm - bored...
Its my day off...and i didn't think it was possible for me to be this bored. I am sitting here watchin the pups duel it out. What a fun day...haha. The good part of the day was a phone call from someone ive been waiting to hear from.

As for right now...i can't decide whether or not i want to go out and hunt for a gift for my awesome night manager who is resigning from the company. Very sad day is what thursday will be. But yea...shes 44 and i have no idea what to get for a 44 year old woman. Any suggestions please post.

I am also trying to decide whether or not i want to get up and clean this apartment that i live in...it needs some love right about now...but my motivation level is completely shot. What to do...hopefully i decide soon.

Completely pointless post...but as i said..im bored and just wanted to type..so yea...i think im going to try and get motivated right about now...

current mood: bored

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Thursday, May 24th, 2007
8:31 pm - wally and jack
wally is now my userpic. Stewie thats a pugottie..hehe...jack (my american eskimo) will be the next userpic. They are both a riot. Loving annabelle is the best movie...watchin it as we speak...

current mood: horny

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6:50 pm - moved...dogs...new
So my life has changed a bit from my last entry. Ferg and I moved to a different apt due to the fact that we chose to buy a dog. We moved at the end of october to a shitty apt because Jack (our american eskimo) would have gotten us evicted. Jack is 10 months now and since then we just bought another puppy. His name is Wally and he is a pugottie (pug mixed with a scottie) So we are now planning on moving to a condo come the end of our lease here (oct. 29th)

Ferg and i met with our real estate agent to look at two condos today and it went well. Again we are stuck in our lease til the end of oct but we need to start looking now so we have an idea of what we want.

I am now at a big y closer to my home which is nice. I have met some truly amazing people here. Much more open than my last store. I am a dept manager of seafood and oddly enough..i love it.

Life is going well i could say. I want to travel though. There are a few people i havent seen in a long time and its a need to see them. You know who you are. Well i will end this post now with a promise to update sooner than a little under a year. Much love to everyone :)

current mood: blah

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Saturday, August 19th, 2006
7:22 pm
Holy shit, I cant believe I still have an lj. I would have thought it would have been gone by now. I am chillin at mikes right now and we are gettin ready to go visit des up at the big y. Things have been interesting lately. I am finally a seafood manager now. Ferg and i are prolly getting a condo in january. It all depends on if she gets a raise or not. Things have been really great actually. We just had a party at our apt with all of fergs home depot people and a bunch of other friends. It was fun. Nothing really new and exciting. Mark, mike, ferg and i are chillin tonight and mike is all excited cause he is making us his speciality drink. Its a surprise i guess...hehe

Life is good for once. I like my job and just got transferred to a new store. So a new start and now ill actually have an asst. My asst in my last store decided to quit cause he didnt like the fact that he had a boss that not only was more than half his age but also the fact that im a female and gay. Yea so he quit and now i finally get a new start on monday. We'll see how it goes. Ill try to update more to let everyone know whats goin on. Colby and val if you still read this....i miss you both tremendously. Call me guys....and val you better get ur little ass out here at some point. I miss you and want to see you very bad.

Alright guys off to get my drink on since i never have the time to actually be young anymore. Have a good one everyone and i hope everyone is stayin out of trouble and everything is well. Ill hopefully update soon. Miss you all lots

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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
1:27 pm - what is wrong with me
today is a sucky day. I dont know why..i cant pinpoint it...but at the same time i think i have an idea as to why i have not been myself lately. I cant put any of it into words just due to the fact this should be a private entry so i could just vent...but im not going to do that. I just am hoping everyone is doin super :-D i havent really had internet in awhile..and it kinda sux...i like updating on this and i cant *sad face*.

Well i think i am going to go to the pool to cool off...i need to clear my head and just chill. Have a great day everyone :-D

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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
2:36 pm
i figured i would let everyone know....something that has kinda been kept a secret
I really thought i would have failed and given in..but so far i havent...neither has ferg

exactly a month as of last night at 1130..it has been exactly a month since ferg and i quit smoking cigarettes...that means no cheating, and we didnt.

I had the patch on for about 2 weeks..then just gradually took it off..
I NO LONGER have a craving for a cig...and will prolly NOT go back..

I feel a lot healthier already, as cheesy as that sounds, but i actually RAN from my department to my freezer yesterday and didnt get winded :-D YAY

alright off to go watch another episode of THE L WORD. Finally got the season :-D YAY!!

have a great day everyone

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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
3:00 pm - i dont know what kind of a post this is going to turn out to be....
I am not sure if any of you watch the news but if you did, you might have heard about the U.S.S San Francisco and how it hit aground in the south pacific.

147 men were aboard the sub....

25 men were injured

one man killed...

If any of you know me...u heard me talk about my ex boyfriend joe. He was the only one killed aboard the U.S.S San Francisco.

I had received the news about 3 days ago from ash and since then it has been on my mind all the time. I still cant figure out my emotions. This is one of the most shocking deaths for me.

As some of you know what happened, this is the reason for my confusion on my feelings. I am finding myself being more upset than angry or relieved. Everyone has said to me that i should be relieved and for once in the past 3 years might be able to not be scared anymore.

Im not scared anymore but that also doesnt mean that i am relieved. I could never feel relief over death. I am SO sad for his family.

The worst part of this whole thing is that a year ago I had told ferg that i would give anything to be able to talk to joe and see him in person, just to ask what happened that night. I wanted answers. Unfortunately i was too much of a baby to call him and now i am kicking myself in the ass for it. I will never get closure, its too late.

All i can do is just put this in the past. If i dwell over his death its gonna fuck me over. I need to look at the more important things.

Sorry guys for the "interesting" post. Off to go watch some tv. have a GREAT day guys :)

current mood: drained

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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
8:23 am - Happy Holiday everyone
To all of you that I have heard from I miss you all SO MUCH!! I will be getting together with you worcester people :-D soon... i promise. Kev..i better see you before you report back..i miss you A LOT!! and val..just thought i would let you know...that pic that is brand new with your winter hat... u look fuckin hot!

I have just been workin...sleepin...and shit for that past few months so sorry to any of you that havent heard from me. I hope every last one of you had a wonderful holiday.

So I need opinions from everyone....

next summer, me, ferg, prolly heather, or tara...or basically anyone who wants to come...is more than welcome to join all of us on a trip to either california, florida or chicago. Cali was my first choice, then i thought florida cause its warm, but then i thought chicago cause then we could hang the fuck out there but also meet up with val cause i havent seen her in...well....2 years by that point...so yea..give opinions.

I am crazy into the L word due to the fact that i have a blockbuster card and noticed it was there one day. Ferg and i are fuckin addicted. The new season comes out on dvd i believe feb. 5th. YAY!!!

alright back to sleep...im only up at this time on my day off because i had to bring ferg to work.


current mood: sleepy

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Friday, November 5th, 2004
8:34 pm - IM STILL ALIVE!!
yes all...it would be me....

I have been an non stop work-a-fuckin-holic ever since i got this stupid job. Im workin basically 6:30am to 4:30pm every single day without a lunch. I know it doesnt seem like much...but it is...it sucks. But im starting to like my ghetto store a little more, but maybe in january worcester might be in the running for where i choose to live. I miss it up there and i miss all you guys who made me love the times there.

So yea...bush sux..im SOO mad that he is back in office. i know im a little late with this post so i certainly wont drag it out.

There is absolutely nothing else really goin on in my life lately..besides work...party...sleep...wake up...work...sleep...

What a life i have...but its getting better..im learning how to budget my time a little better so that i actually CAN have a life.

I hope ALL of you are doing GREAT and miss you all so much. Post back to let me know all you guys are still out there. Love you all :-D

current mood: crazy

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
8:54 pm
ok....so there is a cat that followed me into my apt tonight....

this was after my LONG day where i woke up at 5am for work..but anyway...

she is a calico...BEAUTIFUL cat....her name is pandy...she WONT leave...i have tried...im waiting til ferg gets home...

we are gonna give her something to eat cause she is emaciated...has a tumor on her but and two tumors on her side...

it almost seems to me like her owners just dropped her off anywhere...

she is a friendly cat and has done nothing but sleep except when i go to sit next to her where she then continuously rubs up against me in a fight for attention...

sadly enough we are gonna feed her and just push her out the door even if she doesnt want to...i have already tried as i said...

but we cant have cats at our apt...i would keep her if we could...

ugh..im gonna go pet her now....she wont stop looking at me and crying :( poor kitty...she seems in a lot of pain....ferg better get home soon

current mood: sad for the kitty

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Monday, August 9th, 2004
11:19 am
Leaving for maine TONIGHT!! YAY! unfortunately i am leaving AFTER work at 10...wont get there til prolly 3 or so....but hey...its gonna be a blast.


thats just very exciting cause as soon as i get back i am the assistant...fun is

alright..off to work for a LONG day then VACATION!! have a great week everyone

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Friday, August 6th, 2004
11:52 pm

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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
5:31 pm


the end :-D

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9:51 am
so my sickness....

i threw up cause my nerves were SOOO wracked and i CAN NOT take gel tabs..i have learned that the hard way EVERY time i take them....

note to self: DO NOT take gel tabs ANYMORE!! (robutussin)

it ended up bein my allergy induced asthma again..im on prednizone, and two inhalers...quitting smoking is definitely in order

in other news.....I GOT THE JOB!!! you are seein the new assistant seafood manager..

they called me at work yesterday to tell me...i was like NO WAY!! it was exciting :-D

alright..off to go check on my kitty who is sick with asthma...like mother like son :-D hehe

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